**sighzzz** jzt broke up wid him.. lzt thursday well actually HE broke up wid me... ---___--- nah!! but dts aright' I won't cry..I promised dat I'm not gona cry..cuz wutz d reason 4 me 2 cry!! I will survive widout him..der's a lot of guyz out der..u knoe hehehe!! =D Imma find myself a new man dat will treat me gud.. hmmm...??? betta move on JoY...maybe..he's not really worth it!! yah..i guess so!! well..I'm gona miss 'ol of our upz n downz..everythin' dat we've been through 2geder!! -____- wat a life...yah!!...(condolence joy) der was NO hard feelingz we're still frenz..i guezz we're better off frenz!! I'm Ok!! I'm hapi now..I'm tryin' 2 keep myself busy..tryin' 2 forget wut happend..hmmm...d pazt life! gotta focuz in my prezent life now..nyahahaha... =D niwayzz dtz it 4 now..i jzt thought of sharin' my inner-feelingz 2 u guyz!! thanx 2 ' my few "TRUE" frenz..thanx 4 bein' der 4 me since d vry beginnin'...I really appreciate it!! don't need 2 name dem...u kno who u r..aright'!! peace...

WHY cn't she let me live??

WHY..cn't she trust me??...

WHY cn't she jzt let me do d thingz I wnt 2 do??

I don't underztand WHY wud she wnt 2 bring me down??

WHY??...I'm only havin' fun...

I'm sick of bein' told of wut 2 do en wut not 2 do...en WHY is dat??...

I dn't know WHY, but I think I jzt need 2 free my mind...

I wnt 2 know WHY is she doin' diz??...

WHY??...I dunno, but Imma live my life 2 d fullezt...

WHY??...bcuz I deserve it en Imma do it my way...

Why??...bcuz I jzt wnt 2 be me en hab a gud time...

WHY...am' I not allowed 2 hab fun??

everybody seemz vry busy..lately..*ehemmm* not lately..actually for 2 monthz...hihihihi...it seemz like 'ol of my frenz nver had a chance 2 update their tabulas**ehemmm*..includin' myself...hehehe <(^_^)> isn't it weird?? oh wellzz...as 4 me everythin' is aright'...I'm still breathin'..still healthy.. still hapi..still in a relationship..still weird..still hyper..umm still friendly..I'm still me..en umm we're still 2gether!! ^___^ nyahahaha...am'I makin' any sense 2 u?? -___- I think I'm not makin' any sense @ 'ol...sorriiii...jzt don't know wut 2 write... en I jzt feel like updatin' diz thing..cuz I haven't updated dis thing for a while..soooo yahhh!!! niwayzz jzt tell me if not makin' sense..don't be an stranger aright'....bUhByEeEeEe...

My Math class was aright'....ehehe cuz Professor "Sam" was my teacher!! He was like d "crush ng bayan" type!! 'ol d gerlz at my skul likez him...includin' my fren...**eHem** en that is y I am so lucky enough 2 hab him as my teacher, en ME 2 be his student bcuz not only dat he's a great teacher. He is also nice, vry gentleman, en a gud lookin guy, en I guarantee it!! dtz y 'ol d gerlz droolzzzz 'ol over dem...nyahahaha **eHem** but NOT me I can still control myself!! ^__^ though der are times dat I get so weak whenever he's around me!! **sighzzz** especially dis afternoon. I asked 4 a lil' tiny bit of help, so he came up 2 me....he leaned towards me, en showed me d way 2 heaven...**sighzzz** lolzzz =P but he has no butt though kinda!! I've been starin' @ his butt while he was writin' stuff up on d board!! ehehe...sorry...HEY!! no offense... =P Oh yah..how come i haven't seen spiky?? I wonder y??..y?? I hab 2 c him...plz let me c him jzt once...**sniff..sniff** !_!

Jenn en I are hopin' 2 talk 2 Prof. Andy 'bout movin' in 2 his class tomorrow!! I hope he would let us..plzz...plzz, so dat we don't hab anymore problemz... ^,^

Now d other prt of my day...Joe picked me up from skul, en went straight 2 his store...there we chilled 4 a while..hanged out, en den later on, we went 2 gym..I didn't really do any gym stuff like lift diz, or lift dat..I jzt went 2 accompanied him, en u know 2 watched him do his thing...ehehe ^^;; while he was doin' his thing..I kinda got OP..left out wahahaha T.T I also didn't like wut he was doin' kind of, so I walked out, en I thought I've seen enough!! **sighzzz** gud thing I walked out...

niwayzz I waited in d car..arghhhh..I was so bored..I've waited for like an hour!! **sighzzz** I jzt waisted my day!! actually he jzt waisted my 4 hours free time bcuz of dat gym!! dAmN!! I'm so pissed off rite now..arghhhh..he sometimez tendz 2 4get stuff, en not only stuff..he tendz 2 4get ME..he 'olwayz messes up thingz **SHYETT** we would hab been watchin' a movie rite now, en hab d rest of d day off 2 ourselves!! I really thought dat we were gonna go 2 mall like we used 2 do, whenever we hab a free time, or sumthin' en hab d day jzt 4 d 2 of us, but NO...it'z even sux!! Dis is not d way I had planned my day!! @_@ BoOoOoO.... ~_~

2 weeks had passed in a Gino en Karen's wedding. Even though, Gino loved karen, he still wanted 2 hab a drinkin' night wid his "kumpares." One night Gino told Karen, "honey bblik agad ako." "sweetheart, san k ppunta?" asked Karen. " sa Bar cutie pie, iinom lng ako ng beer," said Gino. "Gusto mo ng beer love?" eto..." replied Karen, while openin' d refrigerator to show 25 diff. imported beers. Gino said "Oo, cutie pie. pero doon sa bar meron yung mlamig na glass." Karen wid d cutest voice cut in, "gusto mo ng mlamig na glass sweetheart? eto..." Karen opened d freezer en brought out a huge ice-cold glass. Gino said, "Oo nga pero sa bar ang dming mssrap n pulutan..." "Gusto mo ng pulutan sweetheart?" Karen asked while opening d oven 2 reveal 'ol sorts of pulutan. "Pero cutie pie, sa bar merong konting biruan at murahan." "Gusto mo ng murahan sweetheart?" "Tangina mo pla eh!! eto, inumin mo 'tong putang inang beer mo sa mlamig na buwakang inang baso na 'to at kainin mo yang puking inang pulutan na yan, dahil hindi ka lalabas ng bahay!!...Tang 'inang 'to!!!

Hahahaha...hella funny rite!!?? I couldn't stop laughin' after readin' diz!! jzt wanna share diz wid u guyz hab fun...hehehe =P oh yah by d way...sorry 'bout my vulgarity word!! hehe ^_^;; A lot of cursin' lolzzz...